Showing posts with label rambles. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rambles. Show all posts

18 March 2011

About life, packing, tweens, going to the movies and internet free weekend.

So completely over my emo state I had earlier this week. Sorry about that, I actually lost a follower :(

Starting to get back into it. Life is starting to sort itself out. Still have no idea when we're moving house, I have a rough idea, but if that rough idea is correct, it's in 2 weeks time, which is pretty scary. I've asked dad, but he doesn't know anything about it either.

My work situation is getting better. Hopefully soon I'll be getting 25.5 hours a week, working 2 jobs. But I'm really unsure if I actually want to leave Blockbuster, but I really don't want to work nights or weekends anymore (and they're the only times I'll be available) I don't want to have to pay to rent movies :)

I started writing lists of things to do and organise. Like change of address! What a bitch that is going to be. And the packing is still pretty much none existent! But most of the stuff that still needs to be sorted are things I use day to day, and things that will probably get thrown out.

Just watched the music video for Friday by Rebecca Black. seriously, apparently she's the next "Justin Bieber" all I can say is. SERIOUSLY CHILDREN! DON'T YOU HAVE ANY REAL MUSIC TASTE? ARE YOU TONE DEATH? Wow... Just wow. My opinion, don't waste 3 minutes and 48 seconds of your life, just don't watch it. You've probably heard it played a bazillion times on the radio by now anyway. This chick makes Justin Bieber seem not that bad (yep, that's my official statement... There is now someone worse than Justin Bieber)

PICSPAM TIME







I might go to the movies tonight. I really want to see Battle: Los Angeles. It looks pretty epic. I wish I had friends that were actually interested in Sci-Fi movies... plus would actually pay to go see a movie at the cinema. "It's so expensive... blah blah blah... bitch bitch bitch" seriously $15? You don't HAVE to buy anything from the snackbar. You pay your $15 and go and sit down... that's it. You get to see a movie in the best quality, the only way you'll ever get to see a movie in that quality again is to pay 10s of thousands of dollars to buy your own cinema setup. SERIOUSLY... $15! It's going to cost you more than that when you go to the pub instead and get so drunk you don't remember what you did. Seriously... and I'm the weird one because I want to spend "heaps" of money going to the cinema. Hmmmmmm! What ever!

Anyway. I'm going to try and have an internet free weekend. The plan is tonight fill my ipod with music and actually TURN MY COMPUTER OFF, instead of just putting it to sleep. And see how long I can last without my computer/internet. See you on Monday... or sooner, depending on how much fail I have :)
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04 January 2011

Emotional Rambles

Feeling sad and depressed today. My nose hurts because I got sunburnt, I miss having my mum at home and the prospects of moving out scares me. I think I want to move out, I think I'm ready, it's just scary, and it's not like I don't want to leave my home (well I do, but whether I move out on my own or not, we still have to move out anyone, because it's sold). The idea of someone living in the house I've lived in for 24 years is very sad, but I know I don't have a choice. The sheer enormity of the task of packing up my room is actually starting to give me nightmares. There are pros and cons of moving out with a friend.

PROS
  • more room for all my shit.
  • social factors (not sure if it's a pro or a con :D)
  • Possibly of getting my own cat (roommate wants dog :D)
  • Away from family.

CONS
  • pay more rent (max $150 a week, as opposed to $100 a fortnight board)
  • tiny room if I stay at home. won't be able to fit everything in my room now, into a tiny room.
  • Can't paint/renovate rental.
  • Away from family.
  • Extra costs (for appliances, power, water, gas etc.)
I realise there are more CONS at the moment. Doesn't matter how many times I write this PRO/CON list, I can't afford to move out at the moment. I was going to go in and resign from Blockbuster this morning, but Boss is away, and I really need all the extra money I can make, so there really is no way I can resign until I have more shifts at Target, or another second job. Did I ever mention before, how much I HATE money?

And to add to all the other stress, I'm trying to decide if I should withdraw from my course. I haven't done any work on it yet, and with all this shit that's going on I'm not really in the right frame of mind to do it, but my problem is, I have until 27th January to withdraw and not have to pay anything, after that date I have to pay a certain percentage.... but if I withdraw before that date... what if I regret it later? I just had a look at the withdrawal policies and it looks harder to withdraw than it does to just finish the course. And knowing me, this is just a faze I'm going through because I'm feeling a little depressed. I think I need to get myself organised. I've started the new year a mess, literally, emotionally, physically and mentally, so I need to clean up. And that is where I'll leave you today. Back into real life mode tomorrow.

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09 August 2010

Backlit Medley

Finally got around to watching Inception, and it was amazing. I loved it, and want to see it again. My thoughts here.
I'm feeling lost in the whole blogging thing. I don't really know what I want to do or not. LiveJournal, Blogger, something new. I hate being indecisive.
Feeling trapped and lonely. As much as I loved going to the movies on my own yesterday, I wish there was someone I could of invited. My closest friend doesn't have much in common with me. She likes anime and manga, fine I like anime and manga too, but not the the extent she does, and we don't like the some music, and our film tastes are a little different. I love her of course, but I just wish I had something more in common with her.
All my other friends are online (I've met one of them) but they seem to be quiet online at the moment, mostly because they have lives =D and other than them I have my sisters and the people I work with, and that's it. Mum tells me to go out and meet people, but I just can't. I feel so uncomfortable socializing with people, at work I'm fine, I have my job to do and I do it, but I don't do small talk, I don't mingle. And from what I've seen of the people in town (no offense to any of them reading this) they're not a very exciting bunch.... work all week, get drunk on Friday and Saturday night, send Sunday sobering up, back to work on Monday and repeat. And I don't drink, so that pretty much excludes me from most of Albany's social scene.
I'm turning 24 this year. And I've never done anything. I have no social experience whatsoever. I don't want to be alone, I don't want to go out.... it's a lose/lose situation really. that all comes down to one thing.... my stupid weight =(
Today I was suppose to get up early and go for a walk, but of course that didn't happen. My alarm went off and I rolled over and turned it off. Tonight I'm going to set my alarm and but my clock on the other side of my room so I have to get up and out of bed to turn it off.
I did however do ONE of the things I planned. I went out to Harvey Norman and bought a new 1.5Tb hard drive. Then promptly handed it over to Nigel so he can fill it with awesome stuff, including The A Team movie, and lots of e-comics and movies. So I'm excited. So I have something to look forward too.
I'm not looking forward to Jury Duty next week. I really hope I don't get chosen, because I'm not in the right frame of mind to deal with someone elses' shit. Maybe if I burst into tears just as I'm about to be chosen, they won't choose me. Hopefully my job at Blockbuster will mean I won't have too, cos I know everyones' phone numbers and addresses and shit.

That's enough today. I'll leave you in peace.



Princess Geek  
xoxo

06 July 2010

Ch... Ch... Ch... Changes

this post is brought to you by "Changes by David Bowie" because no matter how hard you try, you'll never be as cool (or as awesome) as BOWIE!

I don't know how many of you have noticed, but a few changes are happening with my blog. I've decided that I was done with getting lost, and it was time to start acting more like myself.... a Princess, and of course, a Geek.
Things that have changed (for all you that read my blog through Google Reader, or RSS feeds):
  • New Banner.
  • New Layout.
  • and most importantly (and excitedly) new URL, and not just any URL, a custom one. You are now visitors to http://www.theprincessandthegeek.com. No more ".blogspot.com" and smooth sailing from here on in.
Today I decided to change. Everything. The way I think, the way I write, how I communicate with others, and of course my physical appearance, I'm done being stuck in the body, and since science hasn't come up with a way of transmitting all my memories and awesomeness into another body, I'm going to have to change this one. Stupid science, they can take photos of the Big Bang, but not create away for me to be transmitted into Agyness Deyns' body.  BASTARDS!
 So these changes, come with a couple of Mid-Year Resolutions. Or new years resolution for all you Accounting types out there. And here they are:
  • be more social (online and offline) in other words, when your friends invite you out, don't make up some excuse not to go, then spend the night watching Star Trek or Spongebob.
  • Comments more. Because the more I comment, the chance of more traffic to my blog increases, because I will always check out the blogs of people that comment on my friends blog.
  • stop facebook stalking people you don't like, because it always ends in emo-ness.
  • Scribble more & stop buying Notebook (i need to use the ones I have first)
  • ORGANISE. BUDGET. REPEAT!
  • and last but not least.... EXERCISE goddammit!
  • oh yeah, and create a machine that will transmit my memories and awesomeness into Agyness (see above)
I'm also, going to stop posting a hundred million times a day (unless you like me posting lots (let me know)) and maybe post some more photos & the aforementioned scribbles. I tried the 365 photo project, but it lasts like 5 days and I forget about it. (GOD I'M TALKATIVE TONIGHT)
Anyway, enough rambling. I'm going to leave you with something NICE, and by nice, I mean hot, and by hot, I mean dirty, and by dirty, I mean SEXY. *girly squee*
he needs to be in my pants right now. (this isn't the whole photo, but I got sick of waiting for it to load so I gave up. But this is pretty much as sexy as it gets)

Princess Geek  
xoxo

25 May 2010

Untitled For A Reason.... Well Not Really.


Hello world...
Today my best friend has been the refresh button on Apples' website.
I've practically been sitting here since I finished work @ 1pm. waiting for my order status to change from "prepared for shipment" to "shipped" but alas, no such luck.
Most Australians waiting for their iPads' have been doing the same thing. I'm surprised that apple.com hasn't crashed yet.
Dear Apple,


Work went super quick today.
There was an over abundance of people. There was Caroline and I, then Cohen (whose autistic, but completely awesome) then his helper Kelly, and Jess who was there assessing Cohen, and then Cody arrived at 10am for his shift, and to finish it all off, Boss, but he stayed in his office. There are 3 computers, 2 of them have cash-draws. So I got to do a stock take. I think I served 3 people during the whole 4 hour shift.

 i ♥ futurama

I might watch The Chronicles Of Riddick tonight.


♥ Karl Urban is pretty ♥
Want proof?
You shouldn't need it. Because it's true.
:)


Things to do tomorrow:
Clean Room
Sort Clothes into KEEP, DONATE & THROW piles (and be ruthless)
Tidy desk area.
Sort DVDs (this will take forever!)
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I will probably procrastinate the whole day and not end up doing any of it.


I can't wait to see this movie. I haven't seen ANY of the others, but this one has Adrien Brody in it, and that's an automatic "wanna see it" from me.
Does he look hot covered in mud and gunk? or is that just me?

I started this post @ 4.30pm and it's now 8.04pm.
I think it's time to say goodbye and go and watch The Chronicle Of Riddick.

bub-bye

♥ MELISSA
x.o.x.o.

13 May 2010

Molly Is...

...sick (obviously), very bored (very obvious) and just plain BLAH. I have, however, signed up for the 365 Postcards project. Some random is going to send me a postcard, some day this year. I don't know what it will look like or what she will say, but I can't wait. There are still a few spaces left if you want to join in. Check out the site, 365postcards, for more details.

In some slightly more exciting news. 2 (of the 4) volumes of the comic book collections on Runaways arrived today. vol 8 - Dead End Kids by Joss Whedon (yep that Joss Whedon), Michael Ryan and Christina Strain, and vol 11 - Homeschooling by Kathryn Immonen (who will be appearing at Supanova this year) and Sara Pichelli. Vol 1 & 2 are on there way. I bet now you're wondering why I bought vol 1, 2, 8 & 11. Well 1 & 2 is obvious, vol 8 I bought because it's going out of stock soon and it's by Joss Whedon, and vol 11 I bought so I could take it to Supanova to get Kathryn to sign.

Runaways

Sorry about the crap quality of the photo. I turned on my camera to discover the battery is dead, so I used my iPhone (which has no FLASH!) I can't read these ones yet. I've only read the first 2 comics (volume 1 contains the first 6) so I'm not very far into the story. If I'd known it was going to be this long I probably wouldn't of got hooked, but too late now. Anyway enough rambling. I'm off to bed. I was very lucky and managed to get Toni to do my shift for me tomorrow night, which means I don't have to work until Sunday morning. Hopefully... not not hopefully... I WILL be better by then.

10 May 2010

Rambles about Life.

I need to be more social. I have some wonderful people following this blog, and they leave comments on my blog, but I don't leave comments on their blogs =(
I have so many blogs that I'm following that it's hard to tell if there are any new posts in my favourite blogs. So to everyone who leaves comments and I kinda ignore them... sorry, but I do really love your blogs =D

I want (yep there's that word again) a typewriter. I don't know what I would use it for. The only writing I seem to do anymore is blogging. I used to write. Fantasy stories. But this evil thing called High School gave me the worlds worse case of Writers Block and my brain has pretty much been void of ideas since then. I have ideas, I just can't get them onto paper, they just woosh around my head, one day to be lost forever. I'm tempted to write a screenplay instead of a novel, but I sit down ready to write.... and nothing =( I watch movies and tv series (like The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus and The Mighty Boosh) and think, "hell that's crazy, I can come up with crazy wacked up stories like that" I blame the internet (because I have to blame something.... don't I?)
I wish I didn't think so much. I also wish I didn't feel sick (but I can't really help that) I seriously need to learn to meditate (I almost wrote "medicate"... I guess that would work too =D)

I get my full internet speed back tomorrow and I have a huge list of things I have to do, like download itunes 9.1.1 and test out some converters so I can read some of the graphic novels I already have on Barnaby (when he gets here.... in 18ish days... maybe more because of shipping) and download the free digital copy of Sherlock Holmes that I have. (they make you download the copies now, instead of giving you an extra disc) that reminds me. Must talk to Nigel about Windows 7 and re-formating my computer. Nigel is the All Mighty Guru when it comes to computers and pretty much anything geeky (he's also the husband of one of my new followers. HELLO *wave*) Maybe I'll leave the digital copy download until after my computer's brain has been wiped (poor Bruce aka Batman) I have digital copies for Star Trek, Ice Age 3, Wolverine & Sherlock Holmes. I haven't put Star Trek on my computer yet because I'm scared my computer will eat it.

Did I mention I put on 1kg since last week *sad face* I should of worked a little harder and not eaten as much, but hey what am I going to do, just means I'll have to wait longer to get Doc Martens (not that I can afford them at the moment thanks to Barnaby) I even had to reschedule my dentist appointment (which I've known was coming for 6 months) (yeah I'm bad) MUST EXERCISE. I wish all my friends didn't live in Perth =( we could go walking together. Oh well. I am paying for a Gym Membership (stupidest idea EVER) so I really should be going.

Anyhoo, that's enough from me. It's dinner time and I'm have work tomorrow morning so I should really go to bed.

30 April 2010

I promise this is the last post for today...

... not getting an iPad
not getting a MacBook
Going to try and live with what I have.
Then go on a HUGE spending spree when I go to Melbourne.
I'm feeling very BLAH today.
I think it's because I have work tonight
I had 3 days off and now I'm back to work
I pretty much did shit-all for the whole 3 days
and i'm kinda regretting it a little.
but that's just me.

I wonder if I can get away with wearing my track pants to work tonight.
My work pants are faded and falling apart
my trackies are new.
Doesn't really matter, it's just one of the random things whooshing about my brain at the moment.

I'm going to write
DON'T PANIC
on my wrist
to remind me
not to panic =)
one day
it will be a tattoo.

29 April 2010

I did it!

37 minutes on Wii Fit Plus = 287 calories burnt!
Do you know the best thing about exercising at home?
I can wear tights.... as pants =P
I believe it's something you can wear in the comfort of your own home...
... but NOT in public!

I feel better now. Less doubtful.
That workout burnt the block of chocolate to oblivion.
I don't know why I never thought about it before =D

I got a lovely comment from Sarah on my last blog.
She left it without any links so I don't know who she is.
But thank you.
I know that buying new things is a rush.
I'm a shopaholic =D
and a geek.
And usually technology is the most expensive.
If I didn't spend my whole life overweight
I seriously think I would of spent thousands and thousands of dollars on fashion
I love fashion. But luckily for me
I can't fit in it.
Lucky and Unlucky I guess.

Did anyone else notice all the new items on the toolbar and the new add image options?
they were there yesterday
but they're gone today.
Am I seeing things?

I like typing is short sentences
and half sentences.
I only do it, because I like reading blogs this way
they seem easier to read.
and it looks like poetry.
maybe i could make it rhyme
not that I have the time
maybe i'll have some coke with lime
and think about things that are mine
=D

OMG
I'm a retard.
I wish I had someone here to bounce off.
that's kinda one of the reasons
i kinda miss my "ex-cousins"
we could bounce off each other all day
with silly sayings and stories.
but she ruined it.
=(

maybe a silly limerick
hello my name is pete
i'm standing in the street
gimme your cash
nice and fash (haha fast!)
or i'll kick you in the teeth.
EPIC FAIL!

the next one goes.
Hello my name is lee
a man in mugging me
come real quick
and bring ya stick
come on he's getting free.

or something like that.
I heard them somewhere.
some irish/scottish/welsh comedian.



27 January 2010

Anime

Feeling better. Still hate the government.
My little sister is excited because anime voice actors are going to be at Supanova.
Vic Mignogna, Travis Willingham and Laura Bailey... buggered if I know who they are, but my little sister is excited. All I know is, all 3 do voices in Fullmetal Alchemist.



I'm not a big anime watcher. I watch a few. Like Get Backers, Death Note and Trinity Blood. But not much more than that. My little sister on the other hand is obsessed.
I've met Christopher Sabat, he does a few voices in Dragonball, but that's it. He was really funny.

Dinner time.
Bub-Bye

04 January 2010

just a short introduction 2.0

If you haven't noticed, I've deleted the 2 most recent posts. Mainly because they were both stupid and worthless =D So now a real post. On January 1st it was the 2 year anniversary of this blog. It's had many different faces, it started out as Cupcakes & Mustangs and then early last year it was Eclectic Geekery, and now the more vague and elusive title of The Importance Of Getting Lost. I don't know if I'm the only one that changes her blog title (and URL) so often, (It will probably change even more in the future) Does anyone else change theirs?

My first post was an introduction, it is pretty much what I'm like now, but with a couple of changes (like age =P) I've decided to re-introduce myself to all my new followers who probably haven't gone back in the achieve that far =D

Howdy, I'm Melissa. I'm 23 and live in Western Australia. I still live at home with my parents, but that's because it's too expensive to move out, especially if I don't have anyone to share with because I'm sad and only have online friends =D I drive a Honda Jazz. He's purple and named Stanley (<-- he even has his own blog label) I used to dress like an Emo, but I've never been overly Emo. I actually think I'm more Emo now, even though I no longer dress Emo =D I'm a GEEK. 138% Geek. Mostly film/tv and music geek, but it's more a mixture of everything. I work at Blockbuster, have done for almost 2 years. I'm the girl you need if you need to know what "that movie was called staring that guy who was in that other movie with that other guy" is. I usually get it, even if I haven't seen the movie. I don't know how I hold all this information about movies and tv without my brain exploding, but I do. I don't get addicted to things, but I do become obsessed. Most recent obsessions include, Billy Talent (band), Tim Roth (actor), The Sims 3 and so on.... If you go back over my blogs you can usually figure out who I'm obsessed with for that week.
My Favourite Actor is Karl Urban, hence the fact he has his own label too. I've met him. He was awesome and smelt very nice =D
My favourite bands are: Muse, Him, Billy Talent, The Used, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Rasmus, 30 Seconds to Mars.... the list goes on and one. I suggest (if you're interested) check out my Last.FM, because it's pretty much running 24/7.
I could go on for days about the stuff I love, but one thing that everyone knows about me, is I have a short attention span. So about now, I'm starting to get bored of writing. So I'm going to post some photos =D


21 December 2009

Xmas Rambles

What I want for Christmas (revised)

another Wreck This Journal (my current one is starting to fill up fast)
Pretty pens. Like coloured fine liners. I don't remember what they're called. STAEDTLER triplus 20 pack (I'm going to try and convince my mother to get me these) or these
Stickers are always good. It doesn't even matter what they are.
Books about interior design or just design in general. I'm going into TAFE on the 18th of January to talk the the head lecturer for the Design course. I'm hoping he lets me in the class.
Inkheart, Inkspell and Inkdeath by Cornelia Funke (must be in the covers below (couldn't find the covers for Inkheart and Inkspell, but you get the idea)


That's all I can think of at the moment. But it might help those in my life that are having a hard time buying for me.

I went and saw AVATAR today.
OMG.
AWESOME.
That's all I really have to say.
Just go see it!


05 December 2009

5/365 + Babies + Rants

One of the baby quails died last night. =( he was the same one that almost drowned the first night and was found outside the cage the night after, both times he had to be saved using a hair dryer. But this time we weren't there with the hair dryer to save him. =(

Now we have 7 baby Quails. And here are some photos...

Butterball
This is Butterball, the only one with a name so far, because he's the only one that we can tell apart. Because he's a lighter colour to the others.

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AREN'T THEY CUTE???


5/365
I'm very proud of myself for still doing this. =D the last couple of times I've tried this I haven't got past day 4.

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McCoy action figure... so in other words... A KARL URBAN ACTION FIGURE!
I got this one for my birthday from Rachie.
I already had one, it's still in it's package, on display with my other unopened action figures (read: NERD) so I decided to open this one and put it on my shelf in front of... what is that? a SIGNED photo of Karl Urban? that's right bitches =P *girly squee*


NOW FOR A RANT.
about postage from the US.
$US145 POSTAGE for the Art of Tim Burton book! $145!!! and thats just the postage!!! the book is $US60 (which is acceptable for what you get) BUT NOT WITH $145 FUCKING POSTAGE!!!
What is with that?
I wrote a very heated email to the company. Then at the end asked nicely if the book would be available in Australia in the future.
No Reply yet. It is Saturday after all.

Now some images to make me feel better. I know how much you love them =D


29 May 2009

Follow Me....


YAY for new followers! =D

OMG did you hear about Gerard Way & Lyn-Z? they had their baby. And gave her the most awesomest name. BANDIT LEE WAY! yay for awesome baby names!


Still laughing at Umbilical Brothers jokes.
Excited about having 7 days off work.
Unsure of what i'll do for the whole 7 days.
on 4th day of holidays Sims 3 comes out. So i'll be okay.

I HEART The Umbilical Brothers!

YAY!



Currently listening to HIM!

Dead Lovers Lane & Imaginary Chainsaws

Went into Icky Finks (variety store) for corkboards and walked out with a poster of The Used.

meanwhile in the world of me.
dreamed that i was being chased by David (Umbilical Brother) with an imaginary chainsaw. Yep thats right. The Umbilical Brothers show gave me nightmares. GAH!

Did some work shift swapping, so now I have a whole week (thats 7 days) off work. I. Am. Going. To. Die! of boredom. at least until the Sims 3 comes out. =D

"Dead Lover's Lane"

Despair has a face
And all these wounds remain unhealed
Blessed to kill and enslaved
Are all hearts around love's will
Thrilled to start all over again

Crawl down dead lover's lane,
The maze of memories stained
And suck the blood right out of my heart

Fear has a name
Written on unhallowed ground
With dead leaves
Those words never fail
To feed the hunger that dreams
Our needs beyond God's grasp

Crawl down dead lover's lane
The maze of memories stained
And suck the blood right out of my heart

Scream out love's name in vain
Embrace the pain again
And lose yourself alone in the dark
Dead lover's lane

Crawl down dead lover's lane,
The maze of memories stained
And suck the blood right out of my heart

Scream out love's name in vain
Embrace the pain again
And lose yourself alone in the dark

And suck the blood right out of my heart

Right out of my heart


I really want a corkboard, so I can pin stuff up and decorate. =D And I want a wall. and a wardrobe.

26 May 2009

randoms

I'm bored. so i'm going to tell you about stuff. random stuff.

like the fact that my car ticked over 14000kms today.
i'm listening to Shake It by Metro Station (who are they again????)

there are star shaped post its on my desk.

only 9 days until sims 3. and i have 4 days off work so i can play.

yoshi is the coolest mario character
my sister turns 20 next week
josh turns 19 on thursday

going to see the umbilical brothers on thursday night, sitting at the front. i wonder if they'll recognise us from last time????

i really need to pee (sorry, you didn't need to hear that)

SPOTLIGHT opens on Saturday. Super YAY!

June is shaping up to be a pretty awesome month!

blogs are cool.

follow me on twitter (click the little bird at the top of the page)

13 May 2009

Curves & Crossovers


Went into Curves (the gym) to ask about prices to sign up and the women started signing me up, but I didn't realise this until she asked me how I was paying. WTF! She then got snotty with me and made me an appointment to come in on Monday to finish sign up. WTF! I'm so not going =D
She was a skinny prissy gym junkie!!!

GRRRR! It made me kinda angry. But then I laughed at her stupidity and lack of listening skills.

She took my blood pressure (yeah WTF right?) and I don't have high blood pressure. I know I can't really go on what some skinny bitch at Curves says, but it's not high high! YAY!

I had a star trek dream last night! HAHA, about Spock.... who wasn't really Spock it was actually Sylar (from Heroes) in disguise. And then something with Hiro and Captain Kirk. It was a Star Trek/Heroes crossover dream. I can't really remember much. I never remember my dreams.
And I have deju vu dreams. Dreams I remember having before. How weird is that?

I can't wait for pay day. I have Heroes season 1 & 2 put aside at work for me for only $49.95 each. I really want to watch them. I'm having a Zachary Quinto obsession =D

Anyway better get to bed. I have work again tomorrow. Can't wait until Saturday. My day off. First Saturday off in a long time.

06 May 2009

Fashion Rant

Fashion.
What is it anyway?
Who decides what is fashionable?
who gives people the right to discriminate because my clothes are "last season"?
I didn't even know my clothes were "last season"
What person, high up on the podium, decides that grey jeans, or skull prints, or florals are in, or out?

My style changes, then goes back, than changes again slightly, then I stop wearing a certain colour, then I go back to my original style. What is style?
I never wear dresses or skirts, I love mens graphic tees, but I also like to look feminine sometimes. I love scraves, and gloves, and bags. I hate heels, I love converse all stars. I don't wear much makeup. I wear the same necklace everyday, I don't like dangle earrings.

is there any hope for me? but I have an excuse. yep thats right. It's hard to buy "fashionable" clothes when you're a size 26. But that gets me thinking. If I was never overweight, I believe I would of spent every dollar I earnt on clothes. Designer brand bags, expensive accessories. I wouldn't of become me... who I am today. and sometimes (like right now) I'm greatful for that.

30 April 2009

Old Posts & Babies

I'm currently wasting time before I have to go to work.
I'm reading all my old posts.... i do ramble on sometimes. I spent the whole month of July 2008 blogging about my car (and it wasn't even my car yet)

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Did you hear the news? Dave Hughes and his wife had their baby. A little boy named Raffety (sp?). It's very cool. Now all we need if for Rove and Tasma to have a baby! =D

28 April 2009

Robbie Williams!

it's 12.15, and I'm still in my work uniform.... complete with shoes and badge. When I got home at 10pm I sat down and watched the final of The Biggest Loser.... congrats to Bob for winning, losing an amazing 52% of his weight! =O freaking inspiring!

So here I am, blogging at midnight, listening to Robbie Williams.... that's right Robbie Williams. I was watching a movie last night (i blogged about it) and apparently Robbie Williams filled the void that was left after Britpop (real Britpop) left Britain.... and I thought "I haven't listened to Robbie Williams in years" so that brings me to now. ROBBIE WILLIAMS!

You have to admit, he did have some pretty awesome songs.... Angels, Come Undown, Better Man, Rock DJ plus more.... the only album I don't own is the most recent one... Rude Box???? i think thats what it's called..... when he went all techno-y.... SHIT! apparently he lives in LA and chases UFO (yep really).... weirdo =D

Anyway, probably should go get ready for bed now....