Weight Loss Update

I haven't spoken about my weight loss in awhile.

I have a separate blog for weight loss stuff that I have neglected, but have decided I'll probably just move it to here, and add a tag :) I may change my mind again... but we will see!

So the question you're all asking is probably, how is it going?

The answer is, pretty damn well!

This morning I weighed 104.3kg, thats a loss of 47kg since August 2014.

I can now walk into a clothing store and buy from the NON-plus size section! That's right, I'm in size 16-18! I just can't believe it! I was trying clothing on in the non-plus size section and having to get a smaller size! I'm not into Jeansweast jeans yet... but I'm pretty damn close. They have Curvy Jeans, which are awesome and I probably would fit in them... but I want to get into a pair of their SUPER SKINNY jeans! My whole life I have wanted to wear skinny jeans... but it's been very hard to find them in my size... now I'm getting closer.

My bra size has gone from 26DD, to 16C... I'm not even worried about the loss of boob size... I just excited I can now wear pretty sexy bras (I understand that there is pretty sexy bras in size 26DD, but they were hard to find in town... or very expensive! YAY for $12 BONDS bras!!!)

I have teal hair now too (you have probably seen the photos on instagram to my other blog) and it's awesome. People either love it... or don't say anything!!

I haven't jumped on the exercise train yet... I tried, with boxing... but I got sick and didn't go to one... then I had an appointment, and then I was sick again... so I have missed heaps, and just don't feel it anymore.

I'm heading to New Zealand in September (like I don’t talk about it enough!!) I'll be there for 20ish days. Thats the longest I've been away from my family... and the futherest I've been away from home... and not to forget A WHOLE DIFFERENT COUNTRY! I'm pretty much have travel and New Zealand on the brain... every time I'm online, I'm on Pinterest looking at photos of NZ, or looking at packing and travel tips... I've gone crazy! It's way to early for me to even be worrying about this sort of stuff yet... I don't even have a passport yet... (I'm close... just need the money... and the interview!)

I'm very excited about 2015. I can't believe it's March already!

<3 Molly

Happy Australia Day

First off, Happy Australia Day to all the Australian's around the world.
I'm liking Australia Day today. I'm at home ALL on my own (for the 3rd time today) and I LOVE IT! I have my music up loud, and I'm downloading some pretty epic HI-RES images of sexy men... for example...

  

you need to see this one full size. look at his eye! *squee*

As well as downloading epic sexiness, I've been pimping my tumblr. It's taken all day because I find a theme I like, change it so I like it, and then I find a better theme, and it continues =D But I think I've finally found something I like.

I did some "school" work today. I finished an assessment, all I need to do now is scan it and send it. But I got an email saying they want all the assessments together, so I have 5 more to do (just for one unit), but it feels good knowing that one is done.

The weight loss is failing, yesterday I had a lapse and ate a whole 1L carton of Cookies and Cream ice cream... 74 fucking points... I only get 51 in a day. I almost died when I saw, I really should of looked it up BEFORE I ate the ice cream. So now I feel really bad about it. I just can't seem to get it right. GARH!

Anyway, I think I'm going to go outside now. BYE-EE

NO MORE PIZZA

Up 100 grams. But not disappointed. It's that WHOLE LARGE PIZZA I ate last night back to haunt me.

Guess where my little sister Alex and I are going to be this time next year? In New Zealand. We have decided to go to New Zealand for her 18th birthday. Why? Just because... and to stalk Karl Urban.... but mostly because New Zealand is AWESOME!

Speaking of Alex, for some reason there seems to be extra pictures in my pictures folder, and they all have something in common.... THIS MAN....

So Alex, if you're reading this and wondering why those images of Benedict Cumberbatch aren't on you USB... they're on my computer, and you're never having them back. HE'S MINE NOW!

I Need Turquoise Hair

Weight watchers today. Did I mention last week was the first time I'd been since 13th December? Did I also mention that over that period (ie Christmas/New Year) I DIDN'T PUT ANY WEIGHT ON!!! I STAYED THE SAME! I was so excited. I was not going to go because I was sure I'd put on a tonne, but I hadn't. GO ME! Random photo of girl with awesome hair to celebrate. WOO!

Hopefully today I've made another loss. I still haven't managed to get the hang of it yet, I'm still being lazy and unmotivated... but I'm feeling a lot better about it. The weight watchers iphone app helps HEAPS. I guess we'll see in 30 minutes or so.

I'm not moving out. Now wipe the shock off your faces and listen. The roomie decided she wanted to wait a little bit longer, and get some money together first, and I can't afford to move out on my own, so I'm going to continue to bludge off my father. So if the real estate agent rings and offers us the house with applied for... I have to say no, which means we lose the Option Fee... which pretty much means we paid $260 to submit a form. I'm a little angry, but I think it would be a good thing to wait. We did kinda rush into it. I did a huge post yesterday about it, while I was sad and emotional, but I didn't post it, and never will.

Anyway I'm off to Weight Watchers... stay tuned for results. =D

Molly Is...

... going to "accidently" forget to go to Weight Watchers tomorrow. And the week after is a public holiday so there won't be a meeting. Which means I have 2 weeks to get my act together and lose some weight. I need to at least get 2kgs off in 2 weeks. It's not even that much weight. Just a 2 litre bottle of water. I CAN DO IT!

Princess Geek  
xoxo

MUST READ - Do You Want To Be A Mermaid Or A Whale?

Taken from Gala Darling.

♥♥♥♥♥

Recently, in a large city in Australia, a poster featuring a young, thin and tan woman appeared in the window of a gym. It said, “This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?”

A middle-aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.

To Whom It May Concern,

Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans.) They have an active sex life, get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Bering Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia.

Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans.

They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.

Mermaids don’t exist.

If they did exist, they would be lining up outside the offices of Argentinean psychoanalysts due to identity crisis. Fish or human? They don’t have a sex life because they kill men who get close to them, not to mention how could they have sex? Just look at them… where is IT?

Therefore, they don’t have kids either.

Not to mention, who wants to get close to a girl who smells like a fish store?

The choice is perfectly clear to me: I want to be a whale.

P.S. We are in an age when media puts into our heads the idea that only skinny people are beautiful, but I prefer to enjoy an ice cream with my kids, a good dinner with a man who makes me shiver, and a piece of chocolate with my friends.

With time, we gain weight because we accumulate so much information and wisdom in our heads that when there is no more room, it distributes out to the rest of our bodies. So we aren’t heavy, we are enormously cultured, educated and happy.

Beginning today, when I look at my butt in the mirror I will think, “Good grief, look how smart I am!”

♥♥♥♥♥

this is amazing. I love it! I want to be a whale, well I'm already a whale, I just want to be a healthy well adjusted whale. I've never in my life wanted to be a mermaid, even when I was obsessed with The Little Mermaid, I would of much rather been Sebastian or Flounder. I want to find this women and give her the most epic high five, and then an even more epic hug.

Princess Geek  
xoxo

Almost Spring

That movie, is freaking hilarious! I LOVE John Cusack. The film was funny, the 80s soundtrack was beyond EPIC. I need to buy this movie.

Well today was pretty epic. I got an email from my mum this morning asking, if I'd go into the bank and try and get a $5,000 loan so she could buy a car. Yep. Completely random, but I went in and filled in the paperwork, I seriously didn't think I earned enough.... but I do... I got the $5,000 loan. Mum is buying a 1991 Pajero, so we can go four wheel driving, which is quite exciting.

After the bank I walked down to the senior citizen centre and.... JOINED WEIGHT WATCHERS. Yep I finally did it. I've been thinking about it for ages, and after my little emotional breakdown yesterday I realised I need support to lose weight, and since I don't have any "fat" friends to lose weight with, I've joined. Everyone was nice. I was the only new person. I didn't talk much. The leader, Kaye, is really nice and enthusiastic, but she recognised my name and told me she was friends with my aunt.... the one from the family I no longer associate with =D so I wonder how that will go down. It doesn't bother me, because I've never done anything wrong by them.... it's going to be interesting. I'm looking forward to the next meeting, but need to lose some weight or I will have to give my paperclip back. If we lose weight we get a paperclip to add to our chain, if we put weight on, we have to give one back. I have one... the starting one, I don't want to give it back =D

After the meeting I went to work and rented Hot Tub Time Machine, and went home and watched it (with the cat, who decided want to settle on my knee... I'm not complaining, but everytime he'd stretch, he'd almost fall off my knee and use his claws to hold on..... OUCH) I had planned on going for a walk, but when the movie finished I went outside and it was raining. By the time the rain stopped, I couldn't be bothered.

Duromine, has been giving me nightmares. I'm not longer an insomniac, but I'm having nightmares about large waves and being stranded by water and tides, and it's not very nice. Everytime I close my eyes I see and hear the waves =( I haven't had a nightmare in many many years, so I think my body is trying to tell me it does not like this drug. But I do.... it's working. I'm no longer snacking, no longer craving foods. Now I just have to organise so I have nice healthy food to eat at home.

“Life is full of choices, if you have the guts to go for it. That’s why I get immediately bored with anyone’s complaining about how boring their life is, or how bad their town is. Fucking leave & go somewhere else. Or don’t.” - HENRY ROLLINS.

I know of Henry Rollins, but never realised he was such a powerful speaker. Ever since Gala Darling did a short post about him, I've been looking him up, watching YouTube videos. He's a very wise man.

I can't believe it's almost Spring 2010... So much for this year being my year.... it's kinda sucked so far, apart from the awesomeness, like meeting lots of awesome peeps, epic concerts, and travel experiences. Physically, it's sucked =D I know what I have to do.... it's just getting started.

bye-ee

Princess Geek  
 xoxo

Election Day & Other Nonsense

It's election day. I voted. Did you? I got in there, ignored all the people at the front that hand you things and lined up. WHO THE FUCK WAS I GOING TO VOTE FOR? It wasn't easy like last time. Do I vote for the women, because well, she's a women, or do I vote for the man, because well, he's a man. Or do I vote for another party, knowing that in the end their votes get given to the 2 main parties anyway. PS I know nothing about politics. I voted. I don't remember who for now, that's how sure of who I was voting for. I didn't want to do a donkey vote... I thought about writing DARTH VADER on the ballot paper, but decided that I touched the paper and my fingerprints were on it, so if they wanted they could find me.

Saw my cousin Logan today. He's so grown up now, almost has all his teeth, can walk, still can't really talk, but he does the cute "trying to talk". I had a conversation with him (I didn't understand anything he was saying) but it was awesome. Then he was helping my aunt (and his) and his mum (my aunt) pick lemons, and we'd pull the lemons of the tree and the tree with shake and recoil and he would laugh so much, it was so cute. He's such a little boy, he laughs at boy things, like when you throw such at people and it hits them, and when you drop something. Next Saturday I'm hoping to look after him all day. I hope so.

Duromine - Day 1 review. Full of energy all day, ate 2 meals, didn't snack at all, didn't even spend the whole day drinking Pepsi Max. At 11pm I felt tired. I thought maybe I wouldn't suffer from Insominia, so I went to bed. OH was I wrong. I've never even felt like that. I've had nights where I can't sleep because my brain is going a million miles an hour, but this was different, my brain was quiet, I really wanted to sleep, I snuggled in, closed my eyes and NOTHING! I just couldn't sleep. Luckily my clock is broken, so I didn't know what time it was. I assume I did manage to get to sleep, because I remember it being dark and closing my eyes, and then waking up and it was morning. But that feeling of completely empty brain, but not being able to sleep is quite strange. But in saying that, I don't feel tired this morning, but that could be because I have taken another Duromine tablet this morning =D At the moment, I'm feeling empty, but not hungry. I'm waiting for mum to come home with lunch. I have the long shift at work tonight. 1pm to 8pm. I like it, because there is always someone else there.

Don't forget to leave your suggestion for my photo project. I've got one so far from VanessaValkyria (thanks... PS guys.... check out her blog. It's awesome).

Currently listening to: Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment. I bought it off iTunes after an American friend raved about it. Yesterday I bought the Australian version CD (which has a different... awesomer cover... which I can't find online, so I'll have to scan it later) I'd only listened to the singles until now. The whole album is awesome. DON'T JUDGE ME =P

Anyway. This post is very wordy. So here is my newest Polyvore set. After my post yesterday, I decided to recreate the "Geek Chic" style I love.... I think I did well.

I want everything in that set, especially the Zombie wallet and green Casio watch.
I just found the coolest Dr Martens ever, but unfortunately they're photo-shopped, which is really really sad, because I want them ALL.

found: fallie

I really need to save and get myself a pair of Dr Martens... there is just so many different designs I don't know what to get, maybe just classic black for now.

Princess Geek  
xoxo

Just the kick in the bum I need.

Got the results back from my blood tests. I've been diagnosed with PCOS, but I had some idea it was coming so it wasn't a big shock, well not yet anyway. Like Liz (my doctor) said, it can be fixed by losing weight, and not huge amounts, even losing 5 kilos can do it, and since my periods are regular, the PCOS is not as bad as it can be. It does scare me when I read that PCOS can lead to infetility, but like I mentioned, my period are regular, so Liz thinks I'll be fine. I have an ultrasound next Monday just to double check. So there is my incentive to lose weight! I was weighed at the doctors surgery and I was a lot lighter than the scales at home say, and I have an appointment in one month for another weigh it, and that's it. NO WEIGHING myself at home!
Liz also prescribed me to Duromine, which is a drug to help me lose weight, as far as I know, it's a hunger surpressant. The girl at the Pharmacy said it was a life saver to her. I'm hoping it will be for me too. And for $100 for one months worth... it better!
I'm feeling surprising calm and content about everything. I love Liz, she is so awesome, we spent most of today's appointment talking about the book I was reading in the waiting room (Six Sacred Stones by Matthew Reilly).
It starts tomorrow. Be Ready.


In other news, you know how I was chosen to be on the jury of an awful case, well yesterday I got a call from the "Sheriffs Department" (yes apparently we have one) saying the the case had been dismissed so I didn't need to come back. HELL YEAH! But Boss had already done the roster, so now I have 4 days off in a row and will only work 26 hours next fortnight :( Managed to score some extra shifts from my sister, but other than that, it's going to be a quiet week, prefect for trying to get into walking everyday again.

Yesterday I got my 2011 Red Moleskine Daily Planner in the mail. So very excited =D I took it out of the plastic to have a look, but am not going to write in it yet. Yes I know 2011 is still a long way away, but I don't care.... it was a $39.95 diary for $19.95.... I'm not missing out on that.


Princess Geek  
xoxo

Ch... Ch... Ch... Changes

this post is brought to you by "Changes by David Bowie" because no matter how hard you try, you'll never be as cool (or as awesome) as BOWIE!

I don't know how many of you have noticed, but a few changes are happening with my blog. I've decided that I was done with getting lost, and it was time to start acting more like myself.... a Princess, and of course, a Geek.
Things that have changed (for all you that read my blog through Google Reader, or RSS feeds):

• New Banner.
• New Layout.
• and most importantly (and excitedly) new URL, and not just any URL, a custom one. You are now visitors to http://www.theprincessandthegeek.com. No more ".blogspot.com" and smooth sailing from here on in.

Today I decided to change. Everything. The way I think, the way I write, how I communicate with others, and of course my physical appearance, I'm done being stuck in the body, and since science hasn't come up with a way of transmitting all my memories and awesomeness into another body, I'm going to have to change this one. Stupid science, they can take photos of the Big Bang, but not create away for me to be transmitted into Agyness Deyns' body.  BASTARDS!

 So these changes, come with a couple of Mid-Year Resolutions. Or new years resolution for all you Accounting types out there. And here they are:

• be more social (online and offline) in other words, when your friends invite you out, don't make up some excuse not to go, then spend the night watching Star Trek or Spongebob.
• Comments more. Because the more I comment, the chance of more traffic to my blog increases, because I will always check out the blogs of people that comment on my friends blog.
• stop facebook stalking people you don't like, because it always ends in emo-ness.
• Scribble more & stop buying Notebook (i need to use the ones I have first)
• ORGANISE. BUDGET. REPEAT!
• and last but not least.... EXERCISE goddammit!
• oh yeah, and create a machine that will transmit my memories and awesomeness into Agyness (see above)

I'm also, going to stop posting a hundred million times a day (unless you like me posting lots (let me know)) and maybe post some more photos & the aforementioned scribbles. I tried the 365 photo project, but it lasts like 5 days and I forget about it. (GOD I'M TALKATIVE TONIGHT)
Anyway, enough rambling. I'm going to leave you with something NICE, and by nice, I mean hot, and by hot, I mean dirty, and by dirty, I mean SEXY. *girly squee*

he needs to be in my pants right now. (this isn't the whole photo, but I got sick of waiting for it to load so I gave up. But this is pretty much as sexy as it gets)

Princess Geek  
xoxo

Body Acceptance

Thanks to Emma. I have found a couple of wonderful fashion blogs by plus-sized women.
First there is Young, Fat & Fabulous (this is the one Emma posted about on her blog) it's full of wonderfully inspiring posts and photos of other beautiful plus-size women. That's how I found the following 2 blogs:
definatalie.com & MessyCarla, both extra awesome. Natalie at definatalie.com is about my size, but has embraced it (I still haven't managed to yet) and is from Brisbane, so her posts are relevant to me. Carla at MessyCarla, is size 16, but loves all things colourful and kitsh (which I can also relate too), she's from the UK and is awesome.

I try to get inspired. All these beautiful women, that are my size and sometimes bigger, and they're all so confident and inspiring, I just can't seem to do it. They talk about body acceptance. I've tried to accept myself the way I am, but I just can't. I think it's because of where I live. The only plus-size shop we have (other than Target and Kmart) is Autograph, but I can't afford clothes (well if I didn't buy an iPad I could, but I would rather have an iPad) I'm quite happy it jeans and tees. But I feel frumpy. I have a dress (actually I have a couple) but I hate having bare arms so I don't wear them, and I don't have anything to wear over the top. I really should try some layering.

Since I'm talking about body acceptance. Here's a photo of myself looking like a complete and utter tool, everytime I open my picture folder it's there and it makes me laugh, so here it is. You're allowed to laugh. But you're not allowed to use it as blackmail =D

Also, while I'm here I was told today that I would have to wait until June 7 until I got my iPad, because apparently Australia had ran out. God I was pissed. So I went online to figure out what the hell was going on. But guess what? because I pre-ordered my iPad before Wednesday I will still get it "by May 28". The amount of iPads allocated to Australia wasn't enough so they had to order some more, which won't be ready until June 7. But because I got in quick, I get one of the iPad already allocated. phew!

*cough*

My sore throat is gone but now my chest aches and the cough is awful. :(
Feeling a little bit sad and depressed over my weight. I just can't get back into it. The motivation and the good eating and such. I know I can do it. I guess being sick doesn't help, it's been a rather mild cold, but considering I haven't been sick in such a long time it just feels crap. Anyway that's my mini rant of the evening, I'm off to bed to sleep, because sleep is good.


-- Post From My iPhone

Rambles about Life.

I need to be more social. I have some wonderful people following this blog, and they leave comments on my blog, but I don't leave comments on their blogs =(
I have so many blogs that I'm following that it's hard to tell if there are any new posts in my favourite blogs. So to everyone who leaves comments and I kinda ignore them... sorry, but I do really love your blogs =D

I want (yep there's that word again) a typewriter. I don't know what I would use it for. The only writing I seem to do anymore is blogging. I used to write. Fantasy stories. But this evil thing called High School gave me the worlds worse case of Writers Block and my brain has pretty much been void of ideas since then. I have ideas, I just can't get them onto paper, they just woosh around my head, one day to be lost forever. I'm tempted to write a screenplay instead of a novel, but I sit down ready to write.... and nothing =( I watch movies and tv series (like The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus and The Mighty Boosh) and think, "hell that's crazy, I can come up with crazy wacked up stories like that" I blame the internet (because I have to blame something.... don't I?)
I wish I didn't think so much. I also wish I didn't feel sick (but I can't really help that) I seriously need to learn to meditate (I almost wrote "medicate"... I guess that would work too =D)

I get my full internet speed back tomorrow and I have a huge list of things I have to do, like download itunes 9.1.1 and test out some converters so I can read some of the graphic novels I already have on Barnaby (when he gets here.... in 18ish days... maybe more because of shipping) and download the free digital copy of Sherlock Holmes that I have. (they make you download the copies now, instead of giving you an extra disc) that reminds me. Must talk to Nigel about Windows 7 and re-formating my computer. Nigel is the All Mighty Guru when it comes to computers and pretty much anything geeky (he's also the husband of one of my new followers. HELLO *wave*) Maybe I'll leave the digital copy download until after my computer's brain has been wiped (poor Bruce aka Batman) I have digital copies for Star Trek, Ice Age 3, Wolverine & Sherlock Holmes. I haven't put Star Trek on my computer yet because I'm scared my computer will eat it.

Did I mention I put on 1kg since last week *sad face* I should of worked a little harder and not eaten as much, but hey what am I going to do, just means I'll have to wait longer to get Doc Martens (not that I can afford them at the moment thanks to Barnaby) I even had to reschedule my dentist appointment (which I've known was coming for 6 months) (yeah I'm bad) MUST EXERCISE. I wish all my friends didn't live in Perth =( we could go walking together. Oh well. I am paying for a Gym Membership (stupidest idea EVER) so I really should be going.

Anyhoo, that's enough from me. It's dinner time and I'm have work tomorrow morning so I should really go to bed.

Sims 3/RDJ/Daleks

UP.... 200gram! FUCK YEAH!
I'm so happy. I seriously thought that I was back up to my starting weight. But I only put on 200 grams. And it's probably the 1 litre of water I drank at 4am this morning because I had a tickle in my throat that wouldn't go away. Don't you just hate that?

I've been playing Sims 3. I started with one of the families that was already in town, grew up their daughter, moved her out, she had a son, he moved out, he had a daughter, moved her out, she's now married to a Ghost (who happens to be at the top of the medical career) and she's one promotion away from becoming Emperor of Evil, and their son (who was adopted) want to be an International Super Spy. I don't know how family dinners will be when son is top Law Enforcement and Mummy is top Criminal. Let me add. I do use cheats. I make their needs static (so the don't change) so I don't have to worry about feeding them, making them happy etc. And every now and then I use the motherlode cheat which gives to S50,000. The only problem I have, is I like to play with story progression on (this means that all the other Sims in the neighbourhood live their lives on their own, they get married, have kids, and get old) but that means that now my town is pretty much made up of OLD PEOPLE! It's turned into a retirement village =D And there is so many graves in the graveyard it's starting to fill up, but I'm not entirely sure how to make a new graveyard. =(

Anyhoo. Usually this would be the point where I talk about how it's one week to the iPad pre-orders, but since I'm not going to get one, it doesn't really matter.

Sherlock Holmes in out on DVD and BluRay today. I was having a conversation with a women, she would of been in her early 60s, about how she'd leave her husband (whose 68) if Robert Downey Jr ever showed up on her doorstep, even though she's 20 years older than him. hahaha, I think that's awesome. She also said if Johnny Depp showed up she'd leave too, but if she had to chose between Robert and Johnny she'd choose Robert. I told her I would too, then she said "you can't have Robbie he's mine" and laughed. She's the most awesome women in Albany =D So I gave her a Sherlock Holmes poster. :) she joked that she was going to put it on the ceiling above her bed. I secretly think she will. HAHAHAHA.

DALEKS in Doctor Who last night. I called them the "Mighty Morphin Power Daleks" =D but I was disappointed there was not Pink or Green one =( And I liked seeing the Doctor brooding and angry. Next week is the episode with River Song and the Angels (they still scare me!)

1 month left of Autumn.

yesterday morning and this morning I got a call on my mobile from a blocked number. I don't know who it is because both times I was asleep. IT WAS 7am both times whoever rang.
I'm thinking it has something to do with either my Credit Card (I'm putting the limit up $500 to pay for my car service because I'm broke) or Apple Finance (because in the middle of my brain vomit I thought I would see if I could get finance for a MacBook online) If it is Apple Finance, I'm really not interested anymore. I'm over (new) technology at the moment. I need to start organising my life before I go out and spend $$$$$ on stuff I really don't need. But who the fuck calls at 7am on a SATURDAY morning, and then doesn't ring back at all during the rest of the day?

Anyhoo. Did 30 minutes on the Wii Fit and burnt 203 calories. I'm up almost a kilo since 2 days ago =O and I'm thinking (actually knowing) that I'm going to be heavier than I was last weigh in on Monday =( On Monday I'm giving up sweets again, mainly because I only made it a week last time, and because I lost 1.2kg that week.

So, the first of May. 1 month left of Autumn.

Sorry I haven't got around to the Frankie review. Don't hold your breath because it will probably not happen =( But I have created a new "page". The Things I Heart page. It's pretty much my 100 things I Love, but with more, and in order. I'll be adding to it and subtracting from it when ever I think about it. So enjoy.

I did it!

37 minutes on Wii Fit Plus = 287 calories burnt!

Do you know the best thing about exercising at home?

I can wear tights.... as pants =P

I believe it's something you can wear in the comfort of your own home...

... but NOT in public!

I feel better now. Less doubtful.

That workout burnt the block of chocolate to oblivion.

I don't know why I never thought about it before =D

I got a lovely comment from Sarah on my last blog.

She left it without any links so I don't know who she is.

But thank you.

I know that buying new things is a rush.

I'm a shopaholic =D

and a geek.

And usually technology is the most expensive.

If I didn't spend my whole life overweight

I seriously think I would of spent thousands and thousands of dollars on fashion

I love fashion. But luckily for me

I can't fit in it.

Lucky and Unlucky I guess.

Did anyone else notice all the new items on the toolbar and the new add image options?

they were there yesterday

but they're gone today.

Am I seeing things?

I like typing is short sentences

and half sentences.

I only do it, because I like reading blogs this way

they seem easier to read.

and it looks like poetry.

maybe i could make it rhyme

not that I have the time

maybe i'll have some coke with lime

and think about things that are mine

=D

OMG

I'm a retard.

I wish I had someone here to bounce off.

that's kinda one of the reasons

i kinda miss my "ex-cousins"

we could bounce off each other all day

with silly sayings and stories.

but she ruined it.

=(

maybe a silly limerick

hello my name is pete

i'm standing in the street

gimme your cash

nice and fash (haha fast!)

or i'll kick you in the teeth.

EPIC FAIL!

the next one goes.

Hello my name is lee

a man in mugging me

come real quick

and bring ya stick

come on he's getting free.

or something like that.

I heard them somewhere.

some irish/scottish/welsh comedian.

Pretty Picspam

howdy fellow bloggers and readers. I think it's pretty picspam time:

The (sometimes) wonderful world of Melissa is pretty good at the moment. I have so many awesome things to look forward too in the next couple of month. The iPad *cough* nerd *cough* (shut up I'm an Apple 'fanboy') my trip to Melbourne with my friend Tahlia (10 weeks until we fly out) and then the 30 Seconds To Mars concert (which funnily on my "ex-cousins" birthday. HAHAHAHA take that bitch =P) after that, not much, but I'm hoping to weigh less and be a smidgen happier. I've cut out desserts (ever noticed what desserts is spelt backwards.... STRESSED!) and I'm doing well so far.... no sugary treats since Wednesday. But I'm still eating the occasional take away. Chinese for dinner with Tahlia, Subway for Lunch and today, the worse of all, Hungry Jacks (now I feel bloated and ill). I'm still hoping that I've lost some weight this week, even if it's just a little bit. Exercise is still nonexistant at the moment.

The new Doctor Who is awesome. Matt Smith has really surprised me. He's actually quite good, maybe even (I can't believe I'm saying this) better than David Tennant (acting-wise). The first episode is on tonight (for Western Australia viewers (not sure about the rest of the country/world)) on ABC1 @ 7.30pm.

Anyway. That's it for this evening. Good night =D

Weight Loss Goal

If I lose 10kgs this is going to be my reward. An awesome pair of Doc Martens. I'm not sure if I should get a black pair or a red pair. I'm thinking black, because I can wear them to work. But the red ones are just so shiny and red.








They about $200, they'll be my most expensive "fashion" buy, ever!

In completely un-related news, i'm watching Glee and I love it.


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Weight Loss Journey

I've started my weight loss journey again. It's scary, and exciting. I honestly feel amazingly motivated today. Lets hope it lasts longer than a couple of days.
My starting weight is high. Higher than what I was expecting. But the last couple of days I have been binge eating =(
I've started a weight loss blog. Hopefully to inspire myself and others. Positive comments are most welcome, any negative comments and I will block you, not matter who you are! I've grown up surrounded with negative comments, so I don't need anymore. Check it out:

http://fatgeek2fabgeek.tumblr.com/

my poor little brain.

my poor little brain.
i'm over thinking everything again.
thinking too far into the future.
thinking about how my life would be if i did this or that.
the problem is, i can't plan stuff in the future with that outlook, because i know there is a very high chance it will not happen.
like losing weight.
how do i get motivated?
i'm paying $14.30 a week in gym membership and i'm not even going.
i need too.
i just can't bring myself too.
i'm so fat and lazy =(
i'm so anti-social. i have never been into any pubs or nightclubs in this town.
people seem to thing you need to drink alcohol when you go out to have fun.
that's why i don't go out.
i don't drink. so i'd be so out of place.
none of my friends even invite me out anymore.
i don't have many friends.
i find it hard to make friends.
i feel depressed.
then feel even more depressed for being depressed because there are people out there is far worse situations than me.
i don't save money.
i still live at home with my parents.
i've never had a boyfriend.
i'm 22.
the only things i can remember about school is the bad things.
i need to be motivated.
i need a life coach.
or a personal trainer to get me up every morning and make me exercise and eat healthy.
i need a life.
i know i do this little speech over and over again.
i'm not going to promise it's not going to happen again, because i know it will.