I had to say goodbye to one of my closest, longest known friends. My cat PC :(
He had to be put down, because he had blood in his lungs and was having trouble breathing. The vet said it was just old age, he was 15 years old.
I don't know how I feel. I'm glad he's not in pain anymore, and I'm sad he's not here anymore, but I don't think it has really hit me yet. Even when dad brought his body home so we could all say goodbye and bury him, it was just so surreal. I half hope that I will turn around and he will be asleep on my bed, but I know he won't.
His little brother Cous Cous, is beside himself. He doesn't know what to do. He's alone now. He's become clingy and affectionate (things he never was before) It's going to be hard for him.
I went to work yesterday, and was numb. I don't remember anything that really happened yesterday. It's all a blur. I know it will get better.
I'm thinking of making a photobook up of all the photos I have of PC :) I think that would be a good memorial. Also we planted an Albany Wooly Bush on top of his grave, because he used to love hiding under them to catch birds :)
Rest In Peace PC
1997-2012
*hugs* I'm sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss. I can understand how on the one hand it's good he's not in pain but you would obviously miss him. Take care...
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